My Birthday

Yep! Happy birthday to me. I always get really excited about O a month prior to the 23rd. Then around the 22nd or even a week before it all goes bad. Friends bail on my becuase of lack of money cause of the holiday season. Or they say they have family stuff to do, understandable considering it is Christmas! Then of course my family is cursed with the 3 deaths at a time by christmas rule. So far we had two with in a week, so sad to say we got one left. This does happen every other year for us, and it breaks my heart and downs the spirit every year.

These are all things i can't stop or even try to stop. They are all understandable, everyone has reasons.

I just hate being let down, and I usually am around this time. I am starting to think I just bring it upon myself. But who knows!

On a much ligher note! Check out this great link Mike from work sent me. BARBIE FOR YOU!