venting

I have this overwhelming feeling recently of well...being overwhelmed.I don't know even if I am happy or sad or just frustrated.

From a moment by moment basis, I have different feelings. I don't even know which feeling is the real feeling and which feeling is the changing feeling?

I am frustrated that the people around me, don't see how hard I have worked and how hard I continue to work. My job is actually really stressful, and ive been there over year and a half...and i've been stressed. Being successful at this job means alot to me, so i do push myself. At the age of 22, its a hard thing to do. Since a good amount of my peers aren't struggling in a career.It is a good thing, but some people don't see that what I am doing is a big accomplishment.

Someone had the balls to compare me to a rich, spoiled chick from a stupid reality show. I've worked my ass off since i was 16, had at least one job or even 2.graduated from post with a 3.4, on time and got a job 4 days after graduation. Never had a break, never had time to freaking unpack. Bought a damn brand new car on my own, pay for everything but rent.


I'm not spanish enough, won't be a good house wife (even tho that is not even in my mind to be one), ......things are just piling up on me and really starting to get to me.

My goal is to get my MBA, at the age of 23 start it..probably finish when im 25. Maybe then i'll prove people wrong? and they can be proud?


My whole life, I've done for my parents.."because its the right thing to do"....


I am growing tired of everything.